DIsturbed . . .

I have been feeling disturbed for the pass few days, I have stopped working at borders bistro and to enjoy my holidays before i go and serve the nation. I am enjoying my holidays but i just feel that something is missing and i just cant express myself. Honestly it have been a very long time since i have attended mass even though i attend novena every week. Went to church today and i left half way. why??? i just don't want to answer, not that i don't want to but its just that i don't know what to say. All of a sudden you feel that you want to be left alone, letting the world go pass you and not bothering about anything or having phone calls disturbing you. Just feels like having a day out where no one can find u or even contact u and be free from every single thing you got. It does happen and this type of feeling are which cant be explained easily and it suck at the same time. Before i leave with a quote, just want to say Happy Belated Birthday Singapore..

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